Why I Love Therapy: From Both Sides of the Couch

This hopefully isn’t a controversial opinion, but I firmly believe that every therapist should have at one time been to therapy themselves (or could be currently attending). I believe this for a myriad of reasons. First and foremost, because I just think it’s hypocritical to ask our clients to do things like be honest, face their emotions, be empathetic towards themselves, journal, have hard conversations, create/enforce boundaries—but not engage in those ourselves.

How can we ask anyone to come into our offices and bare themselves to a stranger and yet be unwilling to sit on the opposite side of that chasm? There is a quality to receiving therapy that is inherently different from providing it, and I think it can really help broaden a therapist’s insights and empathy. That’s precisely why I love therapy—both providing it and experiencing it.

Therapy is for anyone and everyone. Therapy is about learning, and any of us can do that at any age. It’s never too late to try.

What I’ve Learned From Being in Therapy

I have been practicing in the field of Social Work since 2016 and specifically providing private therapy since 2021. Over the last almost decade in the field, I have been in and out of therapy myself at least five times.

Being on both sides of the experience has provided so much insight for me on things like methods of communication, what growth and maintenance look like, managing compassion fatigue, being realistic, and increasing my tools. Sooooo what does all that even mean? Fair question.

Finding Different Ways to Communicate

There are a lot of ways to communicate. Obviously, the verbal kind is preferred for therapy, but I have learned to utilize other methods in different ways and, in turn, suggest them to my clients as well.

As an example, I have experimented with emailing my therapist in between appointments just to note what has been going on or what I tried that week. I have also tried keeping various kinds of notes for myself—written and digital. I’ve learned to pause during therapy and consider what I’m being asked or what I’m feeling instead of immediately answering.

I utilize less eye contact when I’m feeling overwhelmed, and I inform my therapists that it’s not avoidance in my case but more of a neurodivergent need. The list goes on. Now I know to look out for more communication shifts in my clients or make suggestions to them so they can utilize new or different means to better support them in therapy and outside of it.

Therapy Isn’t Always About Growth

This may be a new concept to some people reading this, but therapy isn’t always about growth. You don’t need to make strides every time you come to therapy. Sometimes the goal is actually learning to maintain some of the work you have already done.

If you’ve been working on, say, self-care and you develop a good system around this, that’s the growth part. If you then continue to simply practice being aware of your needs and utilizing those same self-care methods without adding anything additional, that’s maintaining.

We can have periods of growth in life that vary in frequency and intensity, but we also should have periods where we are simply maintaining what we have and kind of coasting. Both are great. Both are necessary.

Prior to diving into therapy myself, I had a picture in my head that therapy was always about growth and hard work. That’s what it seemed like in my graduate work. Encouraging my clients to take breaks from therapy or to learn how to maintain has been really beneficial in further connecting.

Learning From Other Therapists

I will spare you the details on compassion fatigue, as that is primarily an issue for providers and not clients as much. Basically, it is the weight that providers can carry from holding space for their patients or clients and worrying about them, as most empathetic humans do.

Increasing my tools is also fairly straightforward. Working with other therapists often helps broaden my horizon on tools and skills to try that I can then vet for myself and pass on to my own clients. I don’t really know any therapist who hasn’t done this if they receive therapy themselves. If you want to call me a thief, then by all means, lock me up.

Being Realistic About What Therapy Can Do

Now for the last bit: being realistic. This one has admittedly been one of the hardest for me to learn both as a client and a therapist.

Sometimes people go into therapy with really big goals. Things like completely forgetting wrongs committed to them or being “fully healed” from their trauma or “getting rid” of their anxiety. That’s a big ask. That’s a big ask for your therapist, and that’s a big ask for yourself.

There are parts of ourselves we can never fully heal or get rid of. I have gaps in my childhood memory due to my ADHD, and I will never get them back. That sometimes makes me sad, but I also can’t blame myself, my parents, the world, or hate my ADHD brain.

I need to instead work on how memory issues work in an ADHD brain and be more empathetic towards myself, especially since this will be an ongoing issue. I need to work on accepting I have lost some things and there are other things I will always carry. Sometimes being realistic is also about breaking down goals into smaller chunks and being patient.

Therapy Can Help You Understand Yourself Differently

Therapy is amazing. It can heal, teach, comfort, and help us better understand the way we move through the world. Sometimes that means working toward change, and sometimes it means developing more compassion for parts of ourselves that aren’t going anywhere.

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